today...

it's interesting being at home again, even for a short period of time - i feel as if i can't really be myself here. i've changed over the last 5 years being away, and although i love my family, it's as if i feel trapped in this small town. i will not be here for long since this is just a visit, but how i wish that my house felt like home to me. i think there's a song about that...possibly revamped as a result of american idol? not sure...well, i've just managed to put a bummer of a blog up for my first entry. sorry 'bout that. after my random evening of line dancing at the club my grandparents go to tonight, i'm sure i'll have some whopper of a story...until then...